Music Appreciation Song Analysis

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I decided to share a paper that I just typed up. If you recall seeing my blog about the European Starling that was dead on the side of the road, where I flapped its wing, this is where I last mentioned this song. If you can see a connection here, there is only a small connection, because this story is completely imaginative.

Annagrace – Song Analysis

       The song “Don’t Let Go” is by far my favorite song by Annagrace and probably any other dance artist. Whetever what kind of mood the person is in, sad or happy, depressed or anxious, can certainly still feel calm when hearing it. It is a song with a repeated chorus, with a few versus. This song is vivid enough to describe Annagrace, or whoever is in my imagination, to be walking on the sidewalk. All of a sudden, a lot of birds, and hundreds of them, swoop down behind her. Within just a few seconds upon them approaching, she is fastened with dozens of ropes and is dragged away 1,000 feet up into the distance. There is a parrot who leads the flock, equipped with headphones, cameras, and other equipment. He turns around briefly every now and then to make sure everything is in check. He is constantly rotating his head, and looking out for any danger that may be lurking into the dark clouds. That parrot obviously commands where the birds are taking her. The other birds seem to have no sense of real direction except for what the parrot is doing. The whole song talks about Annagrace not letting go of these birds, no matter what! Even if there’s a thunderstorm, or downpouring rain, she’s still hanging on. She’s determined to do anything she can to get away from her lover, as illustrated in her other songs. She may be doing this out of either love or hate, or she may be leaving humanity altogether. Perhaps she was meant to be alone, unexposed by the terrible world that she has to live in. As there was no information about the songs in detail other than the links to i-tunes to download the songs, the song can only be stated by whatever the listener feels that it may resemble. Annagrace has the following according to her Facebook page, “She writes her own songs, which cannot be taken for granted in the dance scene. And of course, with Ready To Dare, there is link to the world of fashion, one of AnnaGrace’s long time passions.” She never had an intention to explaining the meaning to her words. Usually, if only one person writes the song, rather than going through 2 or more people, the artist may feel secretive and could be judged incorrectly by someone who is not willing to accept her thoughts. The instrumental parts of the song fit the lyrics perfectly. There is much harmony present where Annagrace uses a trance to engage the listener to the chorus of the song. For the most part, there are two instruments being combined into those areas of the song, without the use of drums or any other percussion instruments. That would more than likely take away the power that the song brings. There should be a sense of a go-far feeling, where everything is continuous. There are instances of word panting whenever she sings the word “go”. She adds an emphasis on the “o” for another second. She is explaining that she needs to hold on to these birds, as tight as she can, to prevent from falling to her death. Hopefully, wherever she is going or moving to is far away, and far enough away that she doesn’t have to deal with the issues that she is facing. If she does eventually go back home, perhaps she might want to try to survive at the very least and prevent herself from dying. That way, things can go back to the way it was. Nothing can stop her, and certainly nobody can attack her since she is high up in the sky. Who knows, she may not ever want to come back down, and may even be stuck up there forever. If she does land on the ground, it’s going to be hard to hold on to anything after that point. The lyrics never explain about finally letting go. Even at final second of the song, rather than using a traditional fade-out, the song cuts off where she sings “Don’t Let Go”. Then an instrument resembling a “whoosh” resembles that constant motion of everything still in progress.

Lyrics

If you’re feeling down
Call on me
Hold on tight and baby don’t let go
This too will pass
You’ve gotta believe in the power of love
So don’t let go
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
Sometimes life can drive you crazy
I know how hard that it can be
When the problems come together
You’ve got real hard to feel at ease
Someday somewhere somehow I know
The love you want it will be there
Someday somehow
I’ll will to come
If you’re feeling down
Call on me
Hold on tight and baby don’t let go
This too will pass
You’ve gotta believe in the power of love
So don’t let go
Don’t let go
So don’t let go
Don’t let go
No I don’t have all the answers
To the questions in your mind
All I know is that I love you
And your tears they will run dry
Someday somewhere somehow I know
The love you want it will be there
Someday somehow
I’ll will for come
If you’re feeling down
Call on me
Hold on tight and baby don’t let go
This too will pass
You’ve gotta believe in the power of love
So don’t let go
Don’t let go
So don’t let go
Don’t let go

Works Cited

Coenen, Annemie. “Annagrace.” Annagrace’s Official Homepage. Annagrace music, June 2012. Web. 19 June 2012. <http://www.annagrace.eu/‌#/‌biography&gt;.

– – -. “Annagrace.” Facebook. Annagrace music, June 2012. Web. 19 June 2012. <http://www.facebook.com/‌AnnaGrace.Official&gt;.

– – -. “Annagrace.” Wikipedia. Various publishers, 5 June 2012. Web. 19 June 2012. <http://en.wikipedia.org/‌wiki/‌Annagrace&gt;.

– – -. “Don’t Let Go.” Sweetlyrics. Sweetlyrics, Nov. 2010. Web. 19 June 2012. <http://www.sweetslyrics.com/‌806221.Annagrace%20-%20Don’t%20Let%20Go.html&gt;.

Physics I Update

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Today, I had my first Physics class. I got a chance to introduce myself. I was asked for my name, what I am majoring in, my career goals, and my hobbies and interests. I talked about the fact that my dad is in the Air Force, and I’ve lived overseas in Germany for six years. That’s longer than the 4 years we were expected to live there, in comparison to the other places I lived. My mom decided to start up her own business after she got divorced. I helped along side her as she got it all started. Although I am no longer working at the shop, as I have decided to stay with my grandparents’, I feel that whenever I am needed, I will always be there for her.

I then mentioned that I like to go on bike rides, and most recently, during my spare time, I like to feed the birds and record them eating. For my goals, I said that I was thinking about getting an Amazon Parrot but I want a raven as a pet instead. The teacher then asked me what my academic goals were, which is where I slipped up. I said that I wanted to work for Microsoft one of these days, since I am majoring in Computer Science. That pretty much ended my intro. I’d say that it could have turned out better, but that was the best I could do without any kind of script.

After the class introduced themselves, we went into the first Chapter. It was a very easy chapter, since I have already covered this in Physics II. As I was not able to have the dean except me from the credits, I was stuck taking it. I decided to ask the teacher at the end of class if there is any tests I can take to pass me out of the class. Unfortunately, there is nothing she can do, unless the dean states so otherwise. She has to do what the curriculum expects. I was told that if I attend every single class, I will surely get an A, rather than a B or C, as there may be material that may come unexpected during a test that I had to have examples covered in class. The fact that I am at school from 9 am to 10 pm is really terrible for me, plus I get a 2 hour break before my afternoon class. The teacher told me that she is also there teaching all the way through the evening too. I didn’t feel too bad after hearing that.

I’ll deal with not having to study extra hard. Why in the heck did I study so hard for that A in Physics II then? I was incredibly lucky to get that grade. I made stupid mistakes which racked my mind so much that it is impossible to not think that I contributed all that effort for nothing.

Exempting from Physics I

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I am now at the school library and I just want to state that I was unable to get my Physics I class exempt from the credits. The problem was, Physics I is part of the degree. It says right on the sheet that it is required. If this were an elective, that would be a different story. Regardless of whether the content of the course is the same, it still doesn’t make a difference when I transfer to a 4-year college. I am expected to have that course on the degree, and if I don’t, that will effect a lot of factors in those schools accepting me, based on the requirements. Everything serves a purpose in taking a particular course.  When I first started taking classes at this college, I took Principles of Physics I, which was a prerequisite for General Physics I. I had no choice but to take that course. Later on, I realized that I needed to take General Physics I, but I skipped that class, and took Physics II instead. I choose to not drop the class, because it took me only three weeks to realize that I was in the wrong class. I really could have dropped it and registered for Physics I, but I told by my counselor that I might be exempt if I got a good grade and that’s why I stayed in the class. I still don’t see why I was told that, I mean, she was even stupid enough to notice that I was taking those credits for my Associates’ in Computer Science. I guess that proves how stupid some people are, that she didn’t know that I had to take both classes just because it is part of the degree. I have to follow the curriculum. There’s no “and”s “if”s or “but”s about it. I have to go by what the dean said, and I will just have to suffer taking 5 classes this summer instead of 3. I told my dad that I’d graduate by this summer and that’s the bottom line. It’s a real shame, because I really studied hard, and I even made cheat sheets for myself. That is how I passed my tests, by typing them out on Microsoft Word in a very small font, which took me hours and hours to accomplish.

I am about ready to delete this video. You’ll understand after seeing it why I am so upset.

I will be taking time off of YouTube this summer, that’s for sure. I probably will only be on there once a month. Hopefully, it won’t be that rare, but I will have to sacrifice a lot for it, if you paid attention to the blog that I made about the “Darian03” thing and giving him over 100,000 views on his videos.

Getting Registered for Summer Classes

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This week I had to make sure I was registered for my summer classes, because I was supposed to do that back in December, when registration was first taking place. Now that I waited three months, I was stuck with the classes with bad schedules.  I decided to take 3 classes, one of which is an accelerated 1-month course. Even though I will be going to school 3 days a week, there are 2 classes that fall on a Monday. Even though I’ll be stuck at school for 7 hours on Mondays, including breaks, I’ll only be taking one class when the accelerated course ends. Then I will wind up with more time to help my mom at her cupcake shop. It was not smart of me to take that many classes, only because my mom is worried that with such an excessive course-load, my grades may suffer in the end. My autism is to blame for that, but I do feel that I can overcome that, by trying to focus my energies in school instead of on this laptop. I just need to get in the habit of spending a couple hours of nothing but studying, even if it involves not using my laptop for a day. Oh my gosh! An entire day off my laptop? How could I possibly do that? I really have no choice. It has been hard enough for me with 2 classes, and these are 10 week courses. I need to find the time to study, and time is always a factor in a lot of the things I do. I will be taking a Microeconomics course, which is distance-learning class. I will be studying on my own, and I won’t be instructed like I would for my other 2 classes. It’s a lot more flexible for me since I can dedicate those 2 hours a week that I would spend in class easily without having to bike ride an extra hour to the college. The only drawback is that it’s been a few years since I took a distance learning course. I am worried, but not at a sense that I will fail. I only fear that I won’t have the comfort of learning the subject with other people, but rather alone, to myself.

I may have to take two additional classes before I graduate. However, I am trying to schedule an appointment with the dean to be exempt from those courses, because I skipped Physics I and the lab course and took Physics II instead. I mistook the Fundamentals to Physics I as the actual course, which was one course level below the college level. Even with the fact that I was struggling, after hours of constant note-taking with my cheat sheets, I managed to get an A in Physics II. That should prove that I passed Physics I regardless, since Physics II is an extension of Physics I. Well, as long as everything goes right, I will graduate with an Associate Degree in Computer Science. Oh yeah! That’s right! I’ll be one step closer to working for Microsoft. I do plan to get my bachelor’s as well, but I want to try to get a head start if there’s any internships available. I’m sure I’ll figure it out on my own so don’t worry finding out about it.

Computer Activity Interfering with Homework

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So far, I have put over 2,000 subscribers on my YouTube account and about 1,500 on my friend Darian03’s YouTube. I do admit, that’s a lot of subscribers. I used viewer websites to do it, and I simply wanted to get more popularity in our channels. I have done these websites through a lot of people, too many people actually. I made a statement saying if you subscribe to any of the three people on my featured channels, that I’ll give them 1,000 free subscribers. Well, that was impossible for me to do, and I can’t believe I said 1,000. I felt that I could do it, so that’s why I wanted to give a lot to them. As I realized, the subscribers weren’t popping up as often as they used too, since a lot of them are at their 2,000 subscriptions limit. There are always new members on the websites, but it might only be a few per day. I was lucky to get them 400 subscribers. As a result, I have lied to these people. I feel that I could have given them more, but I am more concerned about my friend’s channel than anybody else. Sadly, if I gave them a lot of subscribers, my friend would miss out. I decided to change the amount of subscribers from 1,000 to 500, which is still a lot, and it’s going to be a challenge to do that. All of this has interfered with my homework because I have to constantly check and boost the amount of points to give them the desired amount of subscribers. It doesn’t require me to message random people. I simply use programs that automatically watches videos for a trade-off. Then I have to add the points, and that’s the only time-consuming task.

In the future, I am going to focus on just me and Darian03, and that will help me out enough and I can get more done with my homework and studies.

School and Work Again

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The day has come to return to school once again. Ugh, it feels like I barely had any time off. That’s what I get for taking summer classes. My mom thought it was stupid of me to take summer classes, but the fact of the matter is, I told my dad that I would have my Associates’ before May 2012. I don’t think that’s going to happen anyways, with the fact that I am a slow learner because of my autism. I am in the disability services program and even though I’m allowed a maximum of 7 credits, I am still considered a full-time student. This semester, I’m taking English Comp II and Differential Equations. I have no problem with math, but the writing is going to be a struggle for me. I won’t worry too much though because I feel that blogging on WordPress and commenting on YouTube videos has improved my writing significantly. I have been doing a lot more of that since last year. I had to withdraw from English Comp II at the other college I was at in MA, but now that I am ready, I am going to finish what I put off through the past 3 semesters.

Then of course, I got my mom’s new restaurant, which is set to open on September 17th. My mom has been incredibly busy this week, and I have been helping her out. For the most part, I’ve been just standing around, watching her cook. I’ve been doing my part to help, nonetheless. My mom is so nervous, but that is perfectly normal. Sometimes, it’s all about about taking risks. My mom knows that she’ll make a huge profit off of this cupcake business. I’ll be at the register and my sister will take over on the days that I’m not on shift. I probably won’t be paid until next year. My mom still has thousands of dollars worth of construction and starting costs to deal with. The business won’t making a reasonable profit until the word gets out. Once some of our first customers start getting excited about the cupcakes, they’ll start referring more customers there as well. Only time will tell.

After hours anger

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I stayed late after class tonight so I was unable to take the bus. I can never seem to get out of class early enough with some of the challenges I have been having with some of my C++ assignments. Just a few hours ago, I called my mom to come and pick me up from school. I was walking back from the college, towards Interstate 295 where my mom turns off.  She was at the grocery store when I called. I figured that since she was going to be there for a little while, I decided to start walking. I walked for about a mile and a half, then my mom called me. She said that she was already at the college waiting for me. I told her that I wasn’t at the college, and then she started to get very irritated. She shouted “WHERE ARE YOU!” Then I told her where I was and she still couldn’t find me. She was never able to find me, and so she decided to go back home and make me walk back. Luckily she called grandma up and let her come and get me instead. Needless to say, not only did I waste my mom’s time, but I also wasted grandma’s time because she had a longer drive to get to me since she lives a little bit farther away. Also, the gas mileage adds up, and that’s a waste of money right there. I offered to walk home, but my grandma called me saying that she didn’t mind picking me up so I said to her, “Well, okay.” My throat felt kind of dry and I knew I wasn’t going to make it home without any water to drink. Once I got off the phone with her, some stomach acid came up, and it was hard to even breath. I kept walking back and forth near the intersection that I told my grandma where I’d be at. I was okay, I had that happen to me before. I just need to make sure I drink some more water throughout the day, that’s all.

I was stupid for what I did because first off, I never called my mom telling her where I would be if I wasn’t going to be at the college. All I had to say was, “Oh, I’m kind of bored just standing here, so I’m going to go ahead and start walking”. Secondly, it’s even more stupid to walk out in the middle of the night with dark clothes on and no-one can even see you. As a result, I will know what to do next time if and when I need to rely on other people without wasting their own time. I managed to take a video of me just walking into this disaster.

Feeling sick today

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I am currently at school right now. I’m just at the library gathering points on Weeworld. My computer class doesn’t start until 5 pm so I have time to play around I suppose. Well, not really. I just want to do whatever I can. I do have what most people have, called “Attention Deficit Disorder”. I always got to check up on my emails and I always need to be on top of all my social networking stuff, especially when I feel stressed or challenged with homework. I also tend to eat sweets more when I’m stressed, but that’s a different story. Well, about 2 days ago, I started feeling sick. In fact, I felt a little sick after I had my grandma’s peanut butter cupcake, then I had a couple of peanut butter cookies afterward. I don’t know if it’s because I had a lot of peanut butter. My throat ended up sore later that night. Once I woke up the next morning I started having the sniffles and I was coughing a lot. As of right now, I am still sick but I still have to do what I got to do. It’s crucial that I don’t miss class. I had my first big test in Calculus III yesterday. I knew if I missed class on the test day I would have to retake it. That would suck for me because in college, students have to take the test outside of class, and they would essentially miss the lecture in that case. Not me! I would do anything to not miss class. However, if I felt I was going to throw up, I would then stay home obviously. I would also ask a classmate for any missing notes the next class day.

More homework

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I want to try not to say too much pointless stuff on this blog, but after all, I feel that I am affected by every little detail that goes on. I spent about 5 hours at the library yesterday getting my Calc III homework finished. I had problems doing the first 5 questions of the 3D graphs that I was supposed to match with their respective equations. I managed to get the help I needed in class. I was told that the each function correlates with a particular curve, and that it can be found in the book. I also struggled on the “x, y z” equations. I took notes in class and everything, but I guess I skipped the important stuff. The best thing I can do is to try not to struggle too much on the little stuff. I have the option of emailing my teacher if I continue to have problems. He used to be a math tutor so I’m sure he doesn’t mind explaining things in detail. I stayed after class to talk to him and I got all the help I needed, even though I swear that I’m missing something. Oh well. I can always contact him or just show up when he’s in his office.